Day 21

Looking forward to not marking these day by day and can make a title for these. 3.30.25 was the day of my last drink and always will be, so the number of days is really just tedious after a while. Either way, coming up on a month now which is good. the cravings are starting to get less frequent and i dont worry too much about going out anymore. but again, that just goes back to making the decision first thing in the morning to “stay sober today” and thats all you have to worry about.

Still not getting a good nights sleep though. Finally got google drive and the password manager all set up. i am pretty well caught up with chores and shit but i want to get my storage unit cleaned out sometime this week or next as well. it can wait till i get a car i guess.

It was a nice feeling yesterday when i stopped at the gas station yesterday when i left matt’s and walked out with only smokes and saw matt at the pump. My first thought was to hide the beer, when i realized i didnt need to worry about it, it felt good.

Why stay sober today? - its the first of a 6 day streak to get us a wifi 6 router.

What im grateful for: the opportunity to learn networking and cyber security