Day 20

i have no idea why the dog keeps getting off and on the bed all night but its starting to piss me off. Yesterday was a good day and i got done what i wanted to which was nice.

the alcohol cravings are starting to go away but the intensity seems to be ramping up. the brain is making excuses on why it would be ok to go grab a couple. now, i can understand that that is a true statement. those two wont hurt anything. but the will 100% lead to the one that hurts everything. 1 is too many because 1000 isnt enough.

between that and starting every day watching sobriety motivation and just saying that i will be sober today, no matter what. dont worry about tomorrows sobriety, just today. but, that is the most important part of the journey.

Things to be grateful for:

Family

roof over my head

a place to study

food in the fridge.

Next step: get a car