Day 12

Yesterday was a productive day overall. Stuck to my schedule which was pretty nice and reduced my anxiety at the start of the day. 9a-12p i think will be mandatory class time just to keep my head in the right space through the day.

I am getting sober for the right reasons, doing it for me and others around me will benefit from that.

i had to talk to dad about it last night which wasnt fun but i suppose the more i talk about it with people that are here to help. it takes a team. even if you are trying to do it as alone as possible you still need folks supporting you.

Looking at others and the drugs they got on during rehab so i am very happy that i did not go that route.

Why am i getting sober? To protect myself and others from getting severely injured or going to jail.

It is a strange feeling at this point, i feel alert and well rested and it hasnt even been two weeks yet, so i know that im not even lose to back to 100%. The only think is, i have no idea what 100% looks or feels like.

To-do list:

practice exams for comptia till noon

get to the post office

start marking milestones of sobriety, first day, weekend, week, etc

download a counting app to count the cravings i say no to this will also show the progression of the rate and duration of the cravings

download quitzilla to track the sobriety and track time and money saved.